my little corner of hell

R.I.P. Captain Phil, I will miss you on my tv screen :(

poor Livejournal... gets no love since I got facebook

still in a crappy mood but I was cheered up today by going to breakfast at Cracker Barrel with Pam and Jesse. Love them!! And obviously the conversation somehow slipped into sex talk so that always makes my day - HOORAY!! Can't wait till next Sunday for breakfast with them again!! Isn't it sad that my only highlight in life is 1 breakfast a week? Yeah, I thought so.

so this week is pretty depressing, my friend from work, Jeff, quit and got a new job so obviously I will never see him again. My hot crush doesn't talk to me anymore because he replaced me with a skinny dumb skank to flirt with... and that was about it... the only bright spots in my life are gone and I am depressed. Soccer season will be over next week. The Rangers played the Pens last night and lost. Work is cutting hours almost in half so I will shortly be broke for the forseeable future. I still have yet to get a life or contribute to society in any way. The only thing I do all day is play games on Facebook and watch tv. Its a sad sad life. Blah.

Random thought: Ben Bloch from Econation is ridiculously gorgeous. Also, Mark from Road Rules is the host of this show I'm watching "That Morning Show"... knew I recognized him. My life is sad. LOL.

50 pounds and counting... I'm halfway there!!! Sadly, nothing else new in my life. LOL

Has lost 36 pounds so far, still a fatty but an athletic fatty. hah. Maybe in another 50 pounds I will just be athletic? That would be nice.

I just got a jury summons in the mail... *cries*

So for the last 10 days I've been on vacation. I went to visit my parents/aunt and uncle. We were having a family reunion at their cabin in Lake Lure, NC so I was there for most of the trip. Travelled in the car alot otherwise. It was hot but fun and I didn't get any tv or internet for a whole week plus! Aren't you proud of me?! Yikes, I didn't know if I could survive. But I did. We went up to Chimney Rock, I have lots of pictures so when I am less lazy and tired I will upload them. Anyway, I'm back home now, a tiny bit tanner (I spent every minute possible in the sun)

And I took my mom to see "The Proposal" yesterday, it was a funny movie, but it wasn't awesome because it needed more naked Ryan Reynolds. So that's it, I am tired and catching up on my True Blood. Night all!

I am typing right now, Cliff free! That's right, the lazy turd is actually out of the house. I was so excited I nearly crapped my pants yesterday! He's taking 2 summer school classes, so now he'll be out of the house from 9-4. Dont ask me why so long, I duno. He said he looked for a job (whatever) then got tired of me asking why he was always home. YEEESSSS!! Now I can have all my secrets boyfriends over... *sigh* I wish. So that was the 2009 miracle at my house. Also I am going on vacation on the 20th for a family reunion. But my hot work crush is moving and he said he might quit his job where I work... I would be so F'ing sad if he did... he is so smart, funny, and ridiculously hot!! Blah, I should have probably gave up on that dream long ago but you know, I only like guys that are way out of my league. Whatever, at least I still have Buzzy.